Clouds and Roses
I
do not mourn the passing of a cloud;
I
enjoy watching it disintegrate into azure.
A
blossom falls. I shrug, then I move on
after
brief study of the wounded rose.
I
weigh the light descending from a supernova,
blasted
across ten million miles of space;
I
light my page with its vanishing pinpoint of rays.
A friend dies. I sing a soft drunken song for him,
then
let him sleep forever in my memory’s secret hotel.
Don’t
call me heartless. A thousand galaxies
have
died between my lover’s gasp and sigh.
Roses,
clouds, galaxies, lovers, friends – when they’re gone,
there
is always more where they came from.
Sad
but true—not sad, and yet still true.
It
is the iron law:
there
is no beginning and no ending for all.
The
quantum vacuum is pregnant
eternally,
like the high school you-know-what.
She’s
pretty and sweet, and definitely loony,
and
far too generous with her tender, over-eager thighs.
I
always liked her. Everybody does.
Everyone
lets her get away with murder,
She
is rose, cloud, supernova, galaxy, lover.
My
own passage is nothing but an already forgotten breath.
When
I was born, I had already died.
So,
cheer up, friends. They say life is an illusion,
but
the greatest illusion of all is death.