Monday, September 08, 2008

The Minotaur Speaks

In the darkness a line glimmers~
like a piece of spider silk, a tendril of its web~
quivers and pulls
around another corner,
then disappears in the gloom,
trembling in the rancid darkness, hot
and stale as a cellar,
binding the random corners of my chaotic home.

At one end clings the man the gods have sent to kill me~
(we’ll see about that!)~but the thread’s other end
winds and coils and shines,
leading . . . where?

Oh, farther into the maze where father Minos left me,
the bestial child his whore of a wife, my mother Pasiphae,
dropped nine months after coupling with the Thracian bull
whose member she had coveted~

mating monster with monster,
how did they expect to escape having a monster for their offspring!

And so Minos threw me into this foul place,
scrawled into confusion like a ball of tangled yarn,
no one can find a way out of, no matter how brave or cunning,
a darkness I explore to find but deeper darkness,
and there left me, to feed on sacrificial virgins,
the beautiful, pure-skinned, untouched
children of the Greeks.

I trip over their bones as I bang from wall to wall,
lost, hungry, bellowing in the dark,
still hearing the echoes of the weeping that come
from the maze’s mouth, where the others cower, crowd, and wait
their turn in the labyrinth, their death duel with the Minotaur.

The line tugs. Where does it go? It slackens again~who bound it
to the one Greek they promised would kill that abortion,
the bull-man~

as if I had no soul, no mind, no heart, no memory
of happiness under the sun’s gaze, and only howl and snort,
bucking my horns on the rocks in an agony of memory
of those few weeks I knew the bright flash
of day.

It tugs again, and thrums~he is looking for me, this Theseus,
with his smooth face, his eyes shining with bald terror,
imagining me~

one hand trembling on the rock face, the other
sweating at the end of the thread.
The thread! it may lead
back to the maze’s entrance, escape
out of this stinking darkness into the air and sun,

the immensity of light and breath of cloud and the sweet moon,
the high sky above me~could it?

Of course, it could!
a lover?

someone who loves Theseus (even my mother didn’t love me!)

gave him, of the thread,
one end.
And the other
she holds, waiting for him,
standing patiently
at the dark hole where she saw him disappear,
frightened and hopeful,
feeling each quiver and jerk with fear,

to keep her dearest love from being killed and eaten by me.

What if I follow the line
the darkness?

Lord sun above me, beyond this mantle of rock~
if I follow the thread, will it lead me back up to the flowery air
and the sighing
of the sea,
back to light and life and even
a hope for love
under the stars,
back to the heaven called day?

It slackens.
Grab it, now, beast!
It is so light~so frail~
how could anything so fragile be a promise a beast could believe,
a hope in this slaughterhouse, this fist of stench and weeping~
my hope?

I’ll let you guide me,
one way to my death
at the hands of Theseus, the other to my life
in a girl’s hands, bright with day.

Lead me, thread. And do not break
until I am dead
or free.


Anonymous Anonymous said...

IS VERY GOOD..............................

6:40 AM  

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